Saturday, January 7, 2012
Songs Know Best
Do you ever get that feeling that whatever you are listening to is really speaking TO YOU? I'm sure at some point we've all felt it. It's a constant with me lately. Whenever I don't know which way is up, I turn to music to help me surface for air again. Lately it seems I need it more than usual.
There is so much on my mind and I don't know what is what at this point. I rarely use this blog as a platform to vent, and hate that I have reverted back to that now. I always want to be optimistic, but when everything seems to be screaming in my face, optimism is no where to be found. I just hope that by getting this out now, I can prevent any further damage done to my already weak ego.
I don't want to be one of those bitter old women, and I think we always have a choice between bitter and scorned or taking things as they come. I'm going to choose the latter. I like being one of those laid back people that just lets negativity roll off of their backs, but even they need a shoulder now and again.
I want to take this time to thank those who have been that for me lately. You know who you are. I love you guys with every ounce of my being. I couldn't ask for better friends. When I need each of you, you guys never hesitate to step up and be just what I need. I'd not be who I am without you.