Monday, February 1, 2010

It's a new day, A new dawn....

Ok so what's wrong with me and Michael Buble? It fits, you'll see...

So this weekend has been dramatic to say the least. There are some changes that I'm not sure how to feel and implement them into what I already know. Daniel and I both agreed (through tears and kind words) that there wasn't anything left for us. It's painful, it's sad, but most of all it's a relief. I felt horrible that I wasn't "in" love with him anymore and tried and tried but couldn't fall back into that comfortable spot I had found years before. No, we don't have a clue where to go from here. It's agreed that we will be active parents in our children's lives and still be friends no matter what. After all that's what we were to begin with...best of friends. We'll see where this new road leads, but I am happy and content knowing I don't have something hanging over me any longer.

3 comments:

Mister Bones said...

Wow, sorry to hear that.

Jennifer Dean said...

I hate being so out of touch that I don't even know what is going on with my own family and I hate even more that we aren't at a place where I am the first person you pick up the phone to call when stuff like this (or anything good) happens to you :( I hope God preserves for you and Daniel what is sacred to Him, but it will only be by His grace and for His glory. I love you!

Jennifer Dean said...

That may have sounded a little frustrated....but I'm not :)