Do you ever get that feeling that whatever you are listening to is really speaking TO YOU? I'm sure at some point we've all felt it. It's a constant with me lately. Whenever I don't know which way is up, I turn to music to help me surface for air again. Lately it seems I need it more than usual.
There is so much on my mind and I don't know what is what at this point. I rarely use this blog as a platform to vent, and hate that I have reverted back to that now. I always want to be optimistic, but when everything seems to be screaming in my face, optimism is no where to be found. I just hope that by getting this out now, I can prevent any further damage done to my already weak ego.
I don't want to be one of those bitter old women, and I think we always have a choice between bitter and scorned or taking things as they come. I'm going to choose the latter. I like being one of those laid back people that just lets negativity roll off of their backs, but even they need a shoulder now and again.
I want to take this time to thank those who have been that for me lately. You know who you are. I love you guys with every ounce of my being. I couldn't ask for better friends. When I need each of you, you guys never hesitate to step up and be just what I need. I'd not be who I am without you.
